I have been struggling in my life for as long as I can remember. With periods of good times in between. Honestly I did not have a horrible life, even if some things happened that I would rather forget.
The point is, regardless of what trials I have been through, as everyone has trials they go through, I need to change my life around for me. So that I can take care of myself, my family, and to be a good friend and member of society. So that I can treat others the way that God would want me to treat them.
I am guilty of being selfish, angry, emotional, flighty, and impatient. I honestly hate that side of me. But the other side of me (the one that God would want me to show) I am funny, compassionate, caring, insightful, fun, hard working, selfless, and beautiful.
I have chosen to write about my life, to help myself learn more about how I need to grow. And to hopefully help others as well. Helping others is very important to me. It helps me. I sometimes think a little too much about what I am going through, and loose sight on what is really important. Helping others.
Lately I have been trying to become more spiritual, as I believe that is the only way I can overcome the obstacles I face every day. I believe it is a way to set yourself free. And also a way to be a better person all around. But I struggle with my spirituality quite often.
So I will post many scriptures and things I have learned day to day. Not just to share with others, but to remind myself of what I have learned. That way I can go back and read it, to remind myself of what I have already learned. If you are not spiritual, no worries, as I used to not be myself. And still struggle with it too!
I would like to say I am the type of person that falls down a lot, before I learn from the mistakes I have made. I guess you would call that insanity. Trying the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. Amazingly after 28 years, I still make some of the same mistakes. However I have come a long way as well.
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